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| God is good!
I'm so happy I found Him again.
He showed me so much!
How was I so blind before?
I've been opened to a whole new world!
And through that world I've found strong friends, and something within me!
I can't wait to see what He has in store for me next!
PRAISE JESUS!
I've been reading my bible as much as I could get my hands on it!
I love hearing His word!
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And in other news.
I miss Joshua.
About 2.5 more months and I'll have my best friend home, if even for a short time.
=)
That makes me happy.
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In love:
Jesus is showing me that I don't need a guy to care about me as long as I trust in HIM.
But, there still is that same guy that makes my heart skip a beat...
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If only he knew...
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Thats it for now.
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~Kat | | |
| So, I'm at school, right? Well, I'm bored off my freakin' butt.
I hate not having anyone on my free period except the people I DON'T talk to. But, hey, that's life, right?
Welp, I have this HECCKA big crush, but, I can't do anything about it. But this guy is AWESOME, Christian, smart, handsome, can sing, respectful, can TOLERATE me, I mean...daaang. He's amazing. But. I can't. I already know it. It'll either be the whole "age" or "too close of friends" thing. Bite me. I'm tired of those excuses.
Then theres the fact that all my friends are getting pissed at me SUPER easily. Like, I'll just say something random, and they'll get ticked. They're allowed to say random stuff, why can't I? Bite me.
Everyone and everything's just getting to me lately, maybe it's cuz theres SOO much going on in my life, so many changes, or maybe I'm just finally getting to my breaking point.
On the plus side, I got to see Chris today! YAY! LoL. That MADE my day!
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| Hecca Old School Style.
Welp Thursday was my sweet 16! GO ME! I got a new digital camera, but the card only holds 15 pictures...uggh. LoL. Oh well, at least I have one.
Besides that, nothin' news going on, just into this really awesome guy! But, then again, every guys I like is "really awesome" huh? LoL. But this one, WOW, LoL. Just, no hope and I already know that!
Anyways, ttyl!
**kiss**
Kat | | |
| WoW. Does anyone even use these anymore? Maybe that's a good thing.
Lately the subject has been CHANGE. Everyones talking about it, fearing it, going through it, and facing it. But that's where we are in out high school lives. It's also something I'm SO afraid of. Lately, well, Ionno. I know that I've been facing it a lot. I read Angelica's post today, and I've been going through a lot of the same things as her. Well, for me, I don't really feel like I click with my group anymore, everyone's beginning to go our own ways, and I don't feel like I even belong at that school anymore. I really really wish that I can do homeschool. It would be so much easier for me. But I've survivied two years, I can make another two, right?
But even my friends are changing, we're all evolving into smaller versions of who we'll be in the next 10 years. There's a few I've gotten much closer to this year, a few I've drifted from from the past few years, and a few that I'll never lose. I have to say that if it wasn't for Erissa, Bacon, Misty, and TJ. I probably wouldn't have made it through the past few years. I know I've had my ups and downs with ALL of them, Especially Misty, but, they've all been there for me when I've needed them most. And there are a TON of other people, too many to name, who have all made inpacts on my life. I know, though, that WHATEVER life takes us through, I'll have those close to me!
I used to be one to burn bridges, forget about those I love most when I think they've forgotten about me. I've learned now that I can't do that, I can't go through life holding grudges. I'm trying very very very hard to work on that, though. You have to believe me, that's one of my BIGGEST stumbling blocks at this age. I just want to say, well, if I've ever hurt you...I'm sorry. I don't like having enemies, and I don't like having people "out to get me". I think that I've been doing pretty well with it all so far, though. Two of the people that I used to hate/used to hate me the most have become two people I'm close to...but I know it still needs some work!
I'm trying to make this year, my junior, the best yet, but so far, I'm wishing I was somewhere else. I don't know wether that's good or bad, but hopefully school will get better. Everyone has to face change, right?
"Finish each day and be done with it. You have done what you could. Some blunders and absurdities no doubt crept in; forget them as soon as you can. Tomorrow is a new day; begin it well and serenely and with too high a spirit to be encumbered with your old nonsense."
-Ralph Waldo Emerson
Today's english quote. I think there's a lot to be learned from this, neigh? | | |
| I GOT A LETTER FROM BRENNAN TODAY!! IM SOO HAPPY!!!
i gotta write him back!! oh yeah, by the way, MISTYS OVER!!! i love her!! we went and bought the Sims for PS2, and i bought a new CD!!
anyways....im gunna go, see ya later!!!
x0x0x
kat | | |
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